Today wasn't too good. But its over now.

I just cant seem to finish my book, Saturday was supposed to be my day where I was going to sit out in the sun and read my book. But it didn't roll out that way. I'm getting to the point where shes going to get fixed. I think that's why I'm just having a hard time with it.

So 9 miles on Saturday and 14 yesterday. I'm pretty happy with it, But now when I run I'm always going to want to do the 14. I'm sick that way.

I'm sooo excited to move. Ugh, I started packing. Ha ha well.. tried. I have a lot of stuff that I really don't need. So when I was 'packing it' I just was like, I sure don't need all this, it would take up alot of room, so I spoke with my mom about it and she said I can leave whatever I want here, I'm hopes that I will just move back. I want to prove to everyone I can do this, everyone will think I will fail.

I keep on eating bread. I really want to stop it. Its just like clinging onto me and Ive gained
weight, Everyone thinks I look so much better. Ugh. I don't know.



Yes I'm just an asshole with that boy, I really really feel bad. I wish I could re-do it all. I got him so upset. I really hated it. He says he isn't mad or upset or anything, I'm pretty happy about it but really embarrassed and I'm upset that I acted like that. But you do live and learn right? I think I share too much with him though. He doesn't want to share things with me. So yeah. You know where I'm getting at. Haha. I don't know I'm just going to do my school and go with the flow. I totally don't use roll now since he said he didn't like it haha BUT ITS SOO FUNNY!! I'm pretty funny. Oh yes tons of fun. I totally took Prozac not long ago. I don't know if I should or can stop it. Oh dear.