So the Prozac is amazing. I think I'm addicted to them, I think I just get easily addicted to things, and those just make me feel good. I took one in the morning yesterday, although, I threw up in the morning and the whole day I was deadly tired. I felt like going upstairs at work and just going to sleep. I took one a little while ago and I'm not feeling the tiredness like yesterday, I always have like this tiredness. So for any of you that are taking it, keep in mind don't throw up in the morning. I threw up at night and had one the other day and I had like the best sleep ever. It was a lovely dream too. But like I don't think I can actually ever eat normal again, I just cant. I have gained some weight from eating the bread. I love bread. Once I start its so hard to stop. Ugh, I'm just not buying it anymore.

I'm having some mixed feelings about the boy. I don't know if I want to feel that way for someone. Like getting hurt is the worst feeling ever. And I don't know if I want to put myself in that position again. I know I will just get hurt and he can do so much better than I anyways. Its really just a hard thing.

I'm not the smartest, I'm not the prettiest, so as long as I'm thin it feels like I have something.

Star trek was amazing. And I'm going to see Angels and Demons tonight! Ive been waiting for this movie forever!! I'm so excited!!! I wanted to see it yesterday but it wouldn't have worked for everyone.