Ok blog. Its going to be a long one.... I hurt my ankle. I didnt go for my run yesterday. I went today. I was impressed. It look me a while, since the foot was hurting. I just love to run. This guy asked me while I was running why I was running, the first thing that came to my head that I held back from sayiung was ' because Im a fat whale' or a pig could of worked too, but instead it was 'I love to run" which I really do though, and being outside :) <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">uncontrolable just, emotion. A way to put it is super outgoing maybe? I dont enjoy it too much. But I am really funny.

So I need to really save money for when I move. So I need to get another job. Unforfantly, the Mexicans have moved here. So there isnt any jobs, P said I should totally get a job at a bar, I would make alot of money. I don't really see what is attractive about me. Like just comments people make, I would say I'm like a five on a scale of one to ten. Maybe a 5.5.

I keep thinking of this part in my book that when she left so beautiful in this blue dress with long blond hair. I totally know that feeling, where its like your clothes are falling off, and you can see your hip bone. I'm not that skinny anymore. Trust me. Ive gained weight, Darn bread. Today I had two apples for breakfast, then I walked over to Booster Juice for a chicken pani, I was really debating to get a Booster Juice.. I LOVE BOOSTER JUICE. So much. But its like at least 400 calories. So I got the pani and a shot of wheat grass. Its so good although, there wasn't any nutruial information for it. Like the Matcha stuff, has sooo many fat and calories. But its good for it. Its like almonds. Hehe. I totally asked for no cheese on my pani but they came pre-made. I like stopped and stared at her thinking if I should even eat it. I don't like cheese. And its really not at good for you. Cheese and chocolate isn't my thing at all. Now give me candy.. oh man. Anyways! Then I had celery, and for dinner, Mushrooms and apples. I know I know I know, Its not that much and itsnt the best for me, I really have a hard time eating, It helps to eat with others however, I feel bad, and I prefer to eat alone.

I need to do something meaningful with my life. One day I would like to start a charity or organization for something. I totally DO NOT want children, so lets not even think of that for meaning. I always read the church sign right, and they will not change this one its been there for months and I just hate it!! "Purpose of life, is life of purpose" something like that and I don't have a purpose. My parents want me to watch a show right now. I will probably write more later. Thanks for reading.