Alright. I'm going to move to Kelowna. It's going to be perfect.
1. I can get better there.
2. I can be on my own.
3. It will help out my whole family.
4. I need the sun, winter is a very hard time for me, and its mostly nice there all the time.
5. Its like the most perfect place in the world.
6. I need a change in my life.
7. I need to experience things in my life.
8. I Can just be healthy there.

I wanted ten things! Hahaha But I cant think of other ones right now.

I'm so fat. I'm just this whale. Ive had bread, apples, popcorn, green beans, and watermelon. I'm gaining weight from the watermelon. Oh! I also had this thing from green giant; 60 calories, 1.5 fat. I was totally eating it yesterday and I crunched on something so I just thought it was salt. But then it really was hurting. I think it was plastic or glass. So I threw it out. It was really good though.

So I went to the gym today, did 900 calories and my abs, legs and bum. Then I walked home, which on my watch said it was like only 100 calories, then I just went for a run. Which my watch also said it was 200. I was also crazy at work today, doing picking orders.

When I went for my run, I was like going to faint. I think. Or just felt highish? Yeah it wasn't to lovely. I did slow it down but imagine just fainting! Then if I would hit my head on something. Ugh it wouldn't be good.

Ive been taking two Prozacs. I really really like them, they make me feel really good. I think I will always have this obsession with food. I really would love to be a personal trainer. It would be awesome, I might look more into it!