Ok. Woke up. Went got my hair done, It looks totally amazing!!! I'm sooo happy with it. I just have this pimple thing on my forehead that I really dislike, mom says you cant see it but I know you can. And just need to loose like 10-15 pounds and I would be perfect!
Popcorn
2 Oranges
blow of Soup
...and we had special k and had an accident with that. But really when you throw up you loose more weight than not eating. I don't know how or why but yes. Its wild.

I'm feeling more happier again. Ive been talking to Devin again, Ive been crazy busy lately and haven't had much time, and plus I don't ever want to like bother him with texting.. I really hope your not reading this.

He is amazing though. He makes me feel good. Like this is odd. When I was with him I didn't really care about the calories and exercise.. I was still pretty healthy though. Other people make me feel bad. And talking to him again makes me just want to be healthy and not concern more with wight. He is just fantastic. Who ever ends up with him really hit the jack pot there! I don't want to mess him up so I'm hoping its not me and but I am since he just makes me comfortable like with everything. He doesn't judge, he listens, gives awesome advice, hes SO funny to when he opens up. He just makes me smile. Hes like everything a girl wants. I know it sounds too good to be true.. it still feels that way. Haha. Created the perfect male.

I was going to see public enemy tonight but it was all sold out. My brother said it was slow and wasn't that good. We have totally different tastes in well pretty much everything so I'm thinking I will like it.

I also bought vodka today. I was really planning on drinking it. I was even going to open it up right there and then and just had a 'swig' of it! I know its pretty weird to have that feeling. Then also in my head its like for one shot its 100 calories, I could have something else for that much!! I think 100 is alot, I don't dare to eat anything over 120. Ugh if I ever weighed 120.. I don't know what I would do!!

Ohhh they just change my church sign yesterday! It was 'The purpose of life, is a like of purpose" That really upset me since I don't have a purpose!! It just totally depressed me when I seen it. Ive been trying to find one ever since. I will let you know when I find one. The new sign is "From our weakness, we can get strength." How does that translate in my head? Well eating would be mine right? So me not eating I'm showing my strength. Yes? Haha I know. Its funny but then its not.

I had some quality time with my brother today, It was pretty enjoyable. Usually hes just always complaining or yelling. We haven't hung out forever. I'm looking forward to do it again!

Ok well I think I have bored enough people by now. Thanks for reading!