Hey blog. Its not a very lovely day. I feel really sad. I'm lonely and miss my Roo. Its tempting to take all my Prozac. Very tempting. Ive been so tired lately. I'm not sure why. I want to be happy. I really really do. I think I do need to take all my Prozac to perk me up. If it didn't, I wouldn't be any worse than what I am right now.

I need to run. Ive gained soo much weight.
I ran yesterday for 2 hours and 8 minutes. I should be doing more. I could do more.

I know I sound crazy. I would change it if I could.

I love you and miss you Russy baby <3