Ok blog. Today wasn't too good. I took too much medicine today. It wasn't too much fun, I don't remember the morning, I just slept the afternoon. It was worse than fainting, this feeling. My chest hurt. I don't really remember my morning. I came home at lunch and I just kept on throwing up. I stayed home in the afternoon, everything was like surreal. I thought I was just going to pass out and every single step I took it felt like I was going to vomit. Shaking like crazy, having twitches. My head extremely hurts! I need to see the good doctor, Dr. Algu. Hes really good.
It hurt so bad when I was vomiting, since I didn't have anything in my stomach. I don't want to be like this anymore. I just feel so stressed. That's when I really take them.

I asked Devin if I could come out there again. I feel bad asking. I think maybe I shouldn't have. If someone asked it would be hard to say no... I really want to see him again though.