I'm trying to really eat good. Like normal. Lunch is the only thing I do everyday for sure. I need to be ok with myself. Just everything is about weight and how I feel about myself, well more like how I would rate myself.. if that makes sense.

Its different everyday. Sometimes I be like ok I'm eating and I'm fine, going to get healthy and other its like I could stay in my room forever and cry. I cut down the Prozacs alot, and are taking the merida. Its not a good combination they said but, they said it would be dangerous having me also throwing up. I'm not too worried. Whatever happens, happens.


Looks are just a bounce. Personality is all what matters. I always try to remember that.
Be the best I can be. Be happy and feel lucky. Help others that have less than I do. Just be a good person and not worry toooo much about the looks.