You know your fat when your dad says it. I'm going to need to get back into this all hard again. Today is moms birthday. I really don't want to go to dinner. This is like all whats going threw my mind right now. I don't have energy to work out either though. I don't know what to do, I need me meridia again. Then I think it will be ok, if not I will need a new plan. Like if I need to also throw up I will. Its all better when I'm thin, people like to just stress me out. Its like the whole world is coming down again. I hate this. I really really do.