Okee. This month I am going to lose like 20 pounds. No matter what.
Have everything I need measuring tapes. The motivation. Just I have to be alone again, I have been socializing alot lately so I have to totally cut that out. Nothing is more important than this. Weight, looks is everything. I cant BE LIKE THIS AGAIN. I know I'm just so emotional and upset right now but I cant handle everything like this again. ugh I need to get thin, I need to see my bones. I'm not living my life like this, Its not worth its. I can not fail. Im totally extremly depressed.
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Calories. That's pretty much what I think about all the time. Every minute. What to have and what not. The pressure I think I have for myself and understanding how people don't think about it like I do. The just everything else on what I think of my life.
Hey I hope you are feeling better now. Its been awhile since your last update..let us know you are OK.
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