I'm picky with boys. But I guess its a good thing, but then everyone has flaws,

Anyways Manda, you are so fat, its to gross to see you in your shorts walking into the gym. I try not to look but the mirror is just right there. Now since you are on your own, just focus on getting the weight off. Yeah? No one can tell you to eat or not eat, there wouldn't be any pressure to not eat or to eat. You can totally have all that time to work out. Wouldn't that be lovely? I know you have been trying to eat good and workout but, miss whale, you need to stop it. You seen the scale. Prozac and Meridia = best mix ever. Sure it has dangers but then being over weight is also, and you are not happy being big. We want to see bones!! It just looked amazing, when everyone was telling you, you were 'too thin' and 'didn't look good' they were all just jealous. Just watch the pounding heart with the pills, try not to take more than 4 Prozacs a day. I know you took 7 today. Although you did need it! It was your birthday! And it was lovely.

You know you need to do this. Look how when you were at the gym every single show was about loosing weight. The one with the surgery's, on The Doctors, then degrassi when Emma was bulimic. Also, everything happens for a reason and going to mom's obesity thing was to make sure I was never like that again.


Ugh I miss talking to Devin

I did 1450 calories at the gym or cardio, and then like 45 minutes to an hour with weight lifting. I now do switch my weights up all the time. I need sleep thought :) <3